Is anyone in love more idiot than me?

now hear my story i have a crush on this girl who is the hot chick of the cl and me obviously a good for nothing guy to whom nothing for good can happen now the incident is i was sitting with my friend pretending to talk but inside being jealous to see boys wih their gfs and infront of me couple of feets away the beautiful girl sitting with her friends having lunch then she gets up alone and approaches towards the fence [the fence surrounds our playground]she was in the playground now the thing was the wires of the fence are covered in grease ,now she is all alone thinking of how she can come out whithout staining her clothes [here comes my stupidity ] She looks at me ,makes eye contact not one but 2-3 times and me "the jerk"looking at her foolishly not helping her so she just calls her friends woo hoo disaster now i wrote this cause i can't reveal abt this to friends so say me something anything good or bad cause i am really feeling sick